Monday, June 29, 2009

Wedding Stuff

Another day, another step closer to the wedding! But in this day, I had a very helpful friend by my side.

Tina came by today and we did my save-the dates. I really love them and I can't wait for everyone to see them! Eeek! And Tina did an AMAZING job. Seriously - wait until you see them ~ they're awesome.

So remember everyone - save the date!

Saturday, June 27, 2009

RIP

I can't believe MJ is gone. I'm still in utter shock. He was such an icon for me.

The very first tape I ever got was Bad. I used to play it in my ghetto-blaster in the basement and dance and dance and sing as loud as I could. I loved it.

I can't believe it. Such shock.

And you know what else I can't believe? I can't believe the way people are insulting him and poking fun at his passing. Have some respect for the dead. Some people think they are so above him. I don't understand. He's an icon. He's MICHAEL JACKSON for crying out loud!

Who the hell do people think they are? I've blocked a few people from showing on my Facebook feed today just because they are being rude, arrogant asses.

And now the controversy has begun. Unless there's foul play, can't a man just go in peace?

RESPECT - people could learn a thing or two nowadays.
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Latest in life

Hmm... what's been going on with me?

We picked up the new car yesterday, and it was wonderful. I really like the way it drives - I think we made a wonderful choice. I'm really happy with it. And I can't wait to sit in the passenger's seat! (hehe - luvvvooo)

Everyone knows about Jenn leaving, and I hate it too :( I'm going to miss her so much. It's so sad and I don't want her to go. I want to kidnap her and hide her in someone's lush (but secret) basement apartment.

Alice and Pascal are coming up for a wedding this weekend and will be sleeping over here. It'll be nice to see her.

Adam and I picked up all the things we need for our announcements/save the dates (except [postage - Adam.... we need the postage). I'm really excited to see how they turn out. I have to admit, I had no idea I could fins all things I needed at Staples.... I'm utterly impressed.

Rowan is in the hospital again. He was in most of last week, and they admitted him again today. I hate it. I want him and Maren here where I can be there to hold their hands and actually DO something and be there. I hate not being able to be there. It sucks.

I finished my last stats assignment tonight with Adam and Melissa. Thank goodness! Now I just have to survive the exam..... It might be a little stressful on Friday... what the heck am I saying? It's been stressing me out hardcore for weeks! Word to the wise: NEVER take an accelerated stats course. Never!

Saturday Adam and I had my family in from the valley for a little get together. Sabrina and the kids even made it! My mom and Sabrina came in and we went to the bridal store to see my dress. I was so happy to have Mom there and she loved the dress. Then Krystal's BF Mike went with Adam and I to check over the car (Chevy mechanic for 14 years ~ I love having connections). Then we came back here and had a potluck supper. We invited Adam's mom & her husband over and we all toasted, with a big bottle of champagne, our engagement. (We've been so busy these last couple of weeks we haven't had a chance to do any celebrating, it's a little disappointing actually).

Hey - it just occurred to me that a lot of peeps haven't seen the ring yet. WTF?

Dad was a complete ass while he was here. I don't really plan on talking to him for awhile. He's an adult and should know by now how to treat others with respect.

Anyway, at 2 am, it's time for bed.

~ P

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

I'm weird, yup. I know.

One day, a long time ago, I was in a high school English class (Mr Parrot's class), sitting with my friend Melissa. I'm not sure how the subject came up, but I asked her how she sees numbers - what pattern they are to her.

She thought I was cracked. Seriously cracked.

I tried to explain to her what I meant, and even drew her a diagram of how I see the calender year.

She thought I was cracked. And told me so :)

The thing is, I see the years, year, months, month, days, weeks, week, hours, numbers and alphabet in a certain pattern in my mind. It's the way it is. I thought everyone did. In fact, I was always curious what the pattern looked like for people who are super good at math, and I thought that if I could change mine, then I could be better at it. In a way, I still do.

Melissa thought I was crazy. I felt like an idiot. She told me she didn't visualize anything like that. It took me until this year to ask anyone else.

I asked Adam, a couple of months ago. He had no idea what I was talking about either.

Then, we saw a story on W5. Turns out, I'm not crazy. It's a condition where one part of the brain talks to the other. They think 1/23 people of it. It's called synethesia; it's a type of sensory confusion.

For some people, synethesia means seeing letters or numbers in color, or even tasting certain colors.

Question for you: what color is the letter R?

I feel so much better knowing I'm not the only one. And now I'm not scared to admit that I see things slightly differently.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Poo-ey

I love my Adam and my life. I love my relationship with the man of my dreams. I love that I get to marry my best friend and hang out with him every day of my life. I love him.

I love that we got a new(ish) car. I love that right now he's smiling at me. I love that Max is curled up asleep and being too cute for words.

He just blew me a kiss.

I love him.

But I don't love when life gets turned upside down. This has been happening a lot the last couple of weeks. And we got more bad news today.

But I get to marry Adam in 1 year and 2 months. And I can't wait to be his wife.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Got a car.






Bringing her home on Monday. Her name is Ava.

Friday, June 19, 2009

Zzzzzzzzzz

What a long freaking week this has been so far. So much is happening. Ugh. But the family is coming into town on Saturday, so hopefully it'll be a good time.

Long day tomorrow.

Going to be to curl up with my hunny now. Thank goodness.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Beautiful Hali Day

It was a beautiful day in Halifax today. Just lovely! The sun shone, and there was a light breeze and it was great.

I couldn't stand being indoors today, so I got in touch with Mindy to see if she wanted to go bridal shopping, and she already had a full day planned with Emily, so I joined the party and had a girly, day of wedding stuff. It was a lot of fun, and I got to talk about all the details with another bride, which is great. We both agreed that most everyone is sick of hearing about it, and then we end up feeling guilty about being so excited we could burst , and then engagement guilt kicks in, then angst, then guilt....and it just perpetuates a horrible cycle. So yeah - good to talk to someone who doesn't zone out when the subject comes up.

On the super best side of the day, I found my dress at another boutique, nearly $100 cheaper than the original place. So - yay! And they told me it only takes 3 months to arrive, vs the 6 months everyone else tells you. So, this is really wonderful :) They have been encouraging me to wait until their tax free sale this winter, but I would rather just order it, own it, and have it. Then I don't have to worry about it. And I don't want to have to worry about anything this time next year. I don't want to be a stressed out bride.

BAD PART OF THE DAY

Rowen is in the hospital. He hasn't gained enough weight since he was born, so they are trying to find out why, and fix the problem. I really wish I was there, I hate them being so far away.

Love you Mar & Row Row

Monday, June 15, 2009

Sunday, June 14, 2009

My head is so confused

Yesterday was such a wonderful day, and it was a beautiful wedding. I love my ring and I am so happy! I can't believe I get to marry the man of my dreams - it's all very exciting.

But this last week, while many wonderful things happened, has been pure hell. It's really taken a toll on my mood, and I feel so blase. But at the same time, I'm very very happy. On top of being miserable, and happy at all once, I'm PMSing and all over the map.



Oy.

I really hope this week goes well. I'm very nervous about my class (we need to cover 4 units in 4 classes and write the final next Friday), worried about what the final diagnosis fro Kia will be, and mourning the very-possible loss of my very first car, which makes me cry like a two year old.

I'm finding myself irritated with so many things this week. Every little thing seems to be too much for me to handle. I don't feel like this very often, and I don't like it. I feel uncomfortable in my own head.

But then I look at my ring and I smile all the way to my soul.

It is all so confusing.

What a wonderful wedding


Angelica and Corey had a beautiful wedding! She made such a lovely bride. A true beauty.

Today/tonight was the first time I got to wear my engagement ring, and it felt amazing. I always wondered when this day would come, and it finally has. The ring is beautiful, and I feel like a princess wearing it.


All days should be this happy.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

We're getting married!!!

(The ring is being sized right now.)

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

I love Lucy? I am Lucy!!!

Clothes shopping just became fun again. I bought a dress today, for a wedding I'm attending this weekend, and I loves it so berry much!
Then I found the most adorable matching shoes at Payless. And put it all together and I look like Lucille Ball. I love it! (Aren't they sweet?)



And then I picked up some a few things from Staples for the wedding, as well as the biggest Post-Its ever (the size of a paperboard you use for giving a presentation!).

I'm shopped out!

Oh, and get this - I went to go sign something at my insurance office today, and there was a fee, so I said I'd be using debit. But......they....don't....do....debit. Huh? They do cash, credit or cheque only. How weird is that?

Oh and did you know Calgon has gone out of business? That makes me so sad! Now I have to try and find a place that has my scent stockpiles so I can go get it!

Wow. I need a nap.

Monday, June 8, 2009

What A Weekend!


Well well well... what a crazy wonderful weekend! It was packed solid, and easily enjoyed :)

Friday:
The weekend started with a wonderful massage and homemade quasedillas and guacamole. Then I baked some homemade macaroons and shared with Jen. Yum! However, a friend bailed on me for our weekend plans at the very last second, so I was a little ticked off, but the massage quickly took care of that.

Saturday:
Linda and I went dress shopping for THE dress. I think I may have found it in Dartmouth! I'm not naive enough to not look around a bit more, but I felt like a princess and so pretty in it. Eee! Then it was off to a bachelorette party in Sackville for a Sexy Girl party and lots of fun! I got to see so many people, it was wonderful. Then I got to bring my purchases home... he he. Okay, but seriously, it was the first party of
that kind that I have been to where you actually get your purchases right away. That's the way it should be done!

Sunday:
I slept in. It was very very nice, and needed. Then, after a quick dip in the pool, it was off to Tina's for a BBQ. It was very nice, and the perfect day for it. I got to meet Jenn's new beau, and make plans to see her on Tues., and Ellen on Friday. I'm also trying to find a night to fit a kayak trip in this week. I want to get on the water!

So it was a busy weekend, but a good weekend. Now I have a million things to do this week, but I'm looking forward to it.

~ P

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Hormones are sucky and confusing.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Yes I did.

Yes I did ask for this. I did and that's okay.

Melissa, Adam & I had a great session tonight. Thank goodness for formula sheets! It's my saving grace! But still, I'm pretty sure I can apply them right now, which is good. (Fingers crossed!)

This is going to be a weekly Sunday study-thing for the rest of June, until the course is over. Thank goodness. I very much would like to have a handle on things week by week (the way it's supposed to go). I know this much - if I ever need to take another condensed course, I will have a tutor (a good one) lined up a head of time. (Word to the wise people!)

Wow - must sleep now. 12 hours of study time gives Pammi a sore neck, heavy eyes and foggy brain syndrome.

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Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Tomorrow is the exam....

I'm having a really great day......so far.

I got to have a great visit with Alice (I miss you) and a wonderful day doing things around home while studying.

Then there's studying. Melissa is on her way over now for a study night, complete with added tutorial when Adam gets home from sports night.

My mantra....

"I asked for this. I asked for this.
I asked for this. I asked for this.
I asked for this. I asked for this.
I asked for this. I asked for this.
I asked for this. I asked for this.
I asked for this. I asked for this.
I asked for this. I asked for this.
I asked for this. I asked for this.
I asked for this. I asked for this.
I asked for this. I asked for this."

Oy.

Grumble grumble grumble....

I started today in a great way - and it continued throughout the day. Until stats.

Still..... I got home from stats and was back in a good mood. Until there was more stats...

Now I'm all cranky.

Stupid stats.

Hmmph.

Monday, June 1, 2009

Zzzzzzzz


I am so tired! And I know, at half past midnight I should be on my way to bed (and I am), but holy crow! I thinks it's hilarious how tired I am. A hard day of stats can be exhausting!

But then I treated myself with My Big Fat Greek Wedding. I haven't watched that in years, and it was a nice.

I have a feeling this week is going to drag. However, He's Just Not That Into You comes out on DVD on Tuesday, so that should help. I loved that movie and can't wait to see it again! I"m also hoping that I'll have an easier time breathing this week - whatever is going on with my ribcage is killing' me (that just reminded me that I have a massage on Friday - ya!). Okay, well, perhaps this week won't be TOO bad, but I'm not expecting anything spectacular.

I got a message from my aunt in Calgary today, congratulating me on the wedding. I made a point to call my grandmother earlier this week (yeah yeah - I know, a little shocking) because I wanted her to hear it from me, so I guess she must be passing the word around. It makes me wonder if Karen knows yet. If so, that must be a hurricane of terror right now ~ but you reap what you sow! Still, to be a fly on the wall... nah! Who am I kidding? I don't have the armour to duck guilt like that. I'll stay over on this side of the world, with less crazy people (you didn't think I was going to call any of you sane, do you?).

Okay.... going to bed. Owls have more natural eyes than I do right now.

Nighty-nite!

~ P



Off. to. bed.