What a night last night was!
The evening was going so well. nearly perfect. Adam played wheelchair rugby, I dropped in with treats for him and his co-workers, and then we chilled on the coach at home.
But when we got back to his place, i was simply flossing my teeth (and looking forward to curling up in his arms!) when the floss got stuck (REALLY stuck). So I tried to take another piece of floss and get it out 9what else are you supposed to do? I was even yanking and it wouldn't budge). long story short, I snipped it short so I wouldn't choke on it and went to bed. And I was so mad! It's getting increasinly hard to deal with everything, and I feel horrible every time I get mad, or upset and too sad because I know it stresses Adam out. And he deserves better. But last night I was so angry. I think I hit my limit, I couldn't handle it anymore. It was very upsetting.
So I ended up at the dentist this morning. And he couldn't believe how stuck it was! He thought he might have to drill, but didn't need to, thank goodness. After he said that word i started shaking and nearly crying (I can't handle the dentist anymore, not since the '06 incident). But he froze two parts of my mouth, wedged and pried apart my teeth (ouch) and got the floss out. all 3 inches of it!
No wonder!
But then I also managed to get my hair cut, and styled (it's losing the style now, but I still like it). I think I found a nice place I would like to continue to go. The stylist's name is Amy, and she was wonderful! (see link here http://www.lifesalonspa.com/hair_artists_halifax.shtml ) I think I will see her again for sure. And they started with a scalp massage.... yay!
And I managed to get the one other thing I need for Adam's gift. Yipee! I k now he's going to love it. I can't wait!
you know you love me
XOXO
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