Hmmmm... so.
Sick again. Pretty sure it's Bell's Palsy.... again. Sucks!!!!!!!! The odds of this happening are so slim.... well - my mom always said I was special! LOL
Ok ok, I'm trying to keep a light attitude towards the whole thing. Adam has been great and wonderful and awesome, and has let me cry on his shoulder I don't know how many times. In return, I'm trying to not live in a pity party. Missing all the holiday fun sucks though. Birthdays, Xmas parties, etc.... I don't like it at all. I can't even go Xmas shopping! So annoying.
So new mission in life: get healthy! Stay healthy! Get fit again (and better)! (Okay, well, the last one is a constant battle, but STILL!)
My Class B contract is up 7 Mar 08. Donna (my supervisor) has been (with lack of reason or authority) holding my contract renewal over my head, making it very clear that she's not pleased with how sick I've been this fall. Ofcourse if confronted she would rearrange any statement she's made, but that's just her saving face. Anyways......
I won't be renewing my contract if/when it gets offered. I was just speaking to the Fd Amb and let them know that I was sick (again) and that I won't be renewing my contract. They seemed more than fine with it (gotta love Angie!). I can work my one night a week, lend an extra hand when the office needs it, and let my body recooperate. I need a break. so unemployment it is. My body can't heal if I don't give it a chance. My immune system and everything needs to get ack ontrack where it should be. And I need to be able to move again. Fitness and health will be my main concerns.
So it occured to me last night that perhaps this blog wouold be an excellent way to track my progress. I can post pictures, food diaries, fitness goals and acheivemants, even recipes. At that point though, I think I may have to share this site. LOL - To the best of my knowledge no one reads this. Although I wouldn't be surprised if Adam had found it by now. Which is fine. he can read it. But right now I'm not ready to share with anyone else.
Anyway.... back to what I was saying. It might be cool to do an online health diary. I always thought that i could do way better if I had a magazine or something following me, so maybe I can create my own tracker. Why not?
Ooooh! AND... last night I think I FINALLY decided on curtain colors for my living room and two bedrooms. Yay! Blue and white for the living room, purple and pick for my room, and red and orange for the larger room. Yayz! I'm very excited to get them now. Boxing day sales it is! Woohoo!
Anyway.... in Gossip Girl style...
You know you love me.... XOXO
